I really need help and want the opinions of anyone willing to listen. I'm christian but I find myself being attracted to both genders. The problem is that I don't want to be. I find myself more attracted to guys (which I am relieved about) but I feel guilty whenever I think about people of my same gender. I really don't know what to do. Is there a way to be turned 100% straight. I know an exercism won't work because I'm not possessed.
I wake up every day feeling guilty with this burden. I only want to make God happy, but I feel like it's impossible for me. I starting to feel sick of myself. I just want to be normal.
I'm sorry if I sound stupid, but this is how I feel.